now,i'm telling ya about my dream .

It's seem like yesterday i'm going to my school for the first time .
Time goes by so fastly,right ? (deep breath)
Now,I'm gonna graduate .
Oh,men ! I'm not ready yet :(
I'm not ready about what happen next to me .
can i going to college or i have to work to help my family's economic ?
Well, true be told i'm still wanna COLLEGE !
I don't know,it's gonna happen to me or not,but i HAVE TO COLLEGE .
It's like impossible right now . But i really sure it's gonna come true . someday .
Okay . Now,my dream .:)
when you imagine about your dream,it seems like sooo beautiful,right ? Like you don't wanna stop thinking about it,and sometimes you feels like it's gonna come true .
Dream is about how dare you to make it come true . No matter how many gravel will confront .
My dream :

1. Gue pengen naikin haji orang tua gue .
Well,for many people that was like klise dream . Many of you think like "dude,it's very easy ." But this is my big dream . i don't care even i have to tears of blood i wanna make it true .

2. I wanna have a foundation.
Tempat dimana gelandangan berkumpul untuk diberi pelatihan agar hidup mereka lebih baik lagi .Is that amazing,right ? (deep breath) it's like really amazing when you can help someone for a better life . Help them to have a proper residence . eat regularly,not cold outside . I don't wanna there more people feels what i feel now, i wanna they don't need to cold outside,expect mercy at the curb,you know . Sometimes when i saw them i feels like "My God,it's really horible." And i start to cry . Someday i hope i can reaching out to them and help them all. for a better life.


3. Find a good guy to me .
I hope someday i can find a big guy with a big heart to me . Willing to cry or laugh with me even it hurt and hard .


That was my big 3 dream . and someday i will make it happen . i'm promise :) so don't look at me now, Someday i will shining like firework offer your sad empty town .