How's your feeling ?

a : "eh,maen yuk b,c,d !"
b :"ayoook,abis ini ya pulang sekolah ini,kita foto box bareng bareng berempat."
c: "seruu tuh seruuu . ikuut"
d : "oke dehh :)"
e : (disebelah) ...................... krik krik krik .

E : "Eh nebeng boleh ?"
B: "Eeee Aku ada barengan tuh sma yang lain liat nanti deh yaa ."
E :(Nggak dateng)
B : "Ah mbok kemaren sms aku . aku pas sendiri tuh kemarin."
E :"haha iya (-____-)"

What are you doing if you becoming "E" ?
How's your feeling ?
Hurt ?
Or maybe "E" don't allow to be hurt?
Think again !
Hanya karena dia nggak punya apa-apa bukan berarti dia nyamuk .
Jangan berlagak peduli didepan si "e" .
Aku yakin "e" nggak suka dikasihani.
Dan diapun tak peduli kamu berpikir apa tentangnya .
Karena kalian nggak pernah tahu bagaimana rasanya harus melepaskan kesenangan masa remaja . karena kalian nggak akan pernah tahu selama kalian tak mengalaminya sendiri .
Sungguh dia tak peduli . :)

P!NK ! BLOW ME (ONE LAST KISS)

White knuckles and sweaty palms from hanging on too tight

Clenched shut jaw, I've got another headache again tonight

Eyes on fire, eyes on fire, and they burn from all the tears

I've been crying, I've been crying, I've been dying over you

Tie a knot in the rope, tryna hold, tryna hold,

But there's nothing to grab so I let go

I think I've finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much

I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)

You think I'm just too serious, I think you're full of shit

My head is spinning so (blow me one last kiss)

Just when it can't get worse, I've had a shit day (NO!)

Have you had a shit day? (NO!), we've had a shit day (NO!)

I think that life's too short for this, I want back my ignorance and bliss

I think I've had enough of this, blow me one last kiss.

I won't miss all of the fighting that we always did,

Take it in, I mean what I say when I say there is nothing left

No more sick, whiskey dick, no more battles for me

You'll be calling a trick, 'cause you'll no longer sleep

I'll dress nice, I'll look good, I'll go dancing alone

I will laugh, I'll get drunk, I'll take somebody home

I think I've finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much

I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)

You think I'm just too serious, I think you're full of shit

My head is spinning so (blow me one last kiss)

Just when it can't get worse, I've had a shit day (No!)

Have you had a shit day? (No!), we've had a shit day (No!)

I think that life's too short for this, I want back my ignorance and bliss

I think I've had enough of this, blow me one last kiss.

Blow me one last kiss

Blow me one last kiss

I will do what I please, anything that I want

I will breathe, I will breathe, I won't worry at all

You will pay for your sins, you'll be sorry my dear

All the lies, all the why's, will all be crystal clear

I think I've finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much

I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)

You think I'm just too serious, I think you're full of shit

My head is spinning so (blow me one last kiss)

Just when it can't get worse, I've had a shit day (No!)

Have you had a shit day? (No!), we've had a shit day (No!)

I think that life's too short for this, I want back my ignorance and bliss

I think I've had enough of this, blow me one last kiss.

Blow me one last kiss

Blow me one last kiss

Just when it can't get worse, I've had a shit day (No!)

Have you had a shit day? (No!), we've had a shit day (No!)

I think that life's too short for this, Want back my ignorance and bliss

I think I've had enough of this, blow me one last kiss.

PARAMORE BACK TO RECORDING FOR 4TH ALBUMS ! KYAAAA

Seneeeeeeeng banget baca berita ini !
salah satu band favorite gue ini lagi rekaman buat album keempat mereka dengan formasi yang baru pula ! kyaaaaaaaaaaaaa (kalap) .
Oke mungkin bakalan agak lama nunggu kabar kapan rekaman bakalan selesai but,they're come back after zack and josh leave them .
Oke tunggu kabar selanjutnya aja deh yaa .
hope their album more amazing than before :D
Well,udah liburan nih,tp tugasnya OH MY GOOOOD !
CAN I FINISH IT ALL ?? DUNNO :( hope i can .
oke . bye guys . see ya next time .

YEAH PINK IS BACK AGAIN !

setelah kurang lebih setahun ya kalo nggak salah PINK was come back !
oh my God and i really love her single "BLOW ME (ONE LAST KISS)" ini keren banget .
well,this song make feel so much better . dan ngebantu gue buat marah . jadi kalo gue marah tinggal nyanyi ini lagu aja . karena sumpah , asik banget musiknya ! so rebelious !
well,kalo gue lagi nyanyi ato dengerin ni lagu pasti lagi bad mood . like now .
okey sekian dulu deh .

masih puasa kan ? tahan yaaa kurang seminggu nih lebarannyeee :D

PUASA PUASA PUASA :D

AYAAYAYAYAYAAY !
alhamdulillah masih diberi kesempatan buat ketemu sama bulan ramadhan lagiiii :)
Selamat Puasa ya kawaaaaan . semoga puasanya lancar dan berkah . amiiiin .
well,tahun ini puasa terakhir di rumah gue yang udah 17 th gue tempatin . well,it's so sad,but it's okay let's start something new in new place too .
oke . segitu dulu aje deh .
sekali lagi selamat puasa kawaaaaaan :D
-see yaa-

now,i'm telling ya about my dream .

It's seem like yesterday i'm going to my school for the first time .
Time goes by so fastly,right ? (deep breath)
Now,I'm gonna graduate .
Oh,men ! I'm not ready yet :(
I'm not ready about what happen next to me .
can i going to college or i have to work to help my family's economic ?
Well, true be told i'm still wanna COLLEGE !
I don't know,it's gonna happen to me or not,but i HAVE TO COLLEGE .
It's like impossible right now . But i really sure it's gonna come true . someday .
Okay . Now,my dream .:)
when you imagine about your dream,it seems like sooo beautiful,right ? Like you don't wanna stop thinking about it,and sometimes you feels like it's gonna come true .
Dream is about how dare you to make it come true . No matter how many gravel will confront .
My dream :

1. Gue pengen naikin haji orang tua gue .
Well,for many people that was like klise dream . Many of you think like "dude,it's very easy ." But this is my big dream . i don't care even i have to tears of blood i wanna make it true .

2. I wanna have a foundation.
Tempat dimana gelandangan berkumpul untuk diberi pelatihan agar hidup mereka lebih baik lagi .Is that amazing,right ? (deep breath) it's like really amazing when you can help someone for a better life . Help them to have a proper residence . eat regularly,not cold outside . I don't wanna there more people feels what i feel now, i wanna they don't need to cold outside,expect mercy at the curb,you know . Sometimes when i saw them i feels like "My God,it's really horible." And i start to cry . Someday i hope i can reaching out to them and help them all. for a better life.


3. Find a good guy to me .
I hope someday i can find a big guy with a big heart to me . Willing to cry or laugh with me even it hurt and hard .


That was my big 3 dream . and someday i will make it happen . i'm promise :) so don't look at me now, Someday i will shining like firework offer your sad empty town .

postingan setelah rada "mood"

buWell,i'm so sorry i'm write again for several weeks ago,but now,i'm back :)
Bulan juni kemaren bener-bener bulan yang cukup menyenangkan disamping itu everything is come normally again .
Sebenernya banyaaaak banget yang pengen gue obrolin disini . tapi lagi rada nggak mood nuat ngomong itu semua . well,gue lagi suka sama one direction . especially Zayn Malik . emm,yah gitu doang sih . udah ah . males lama-lama :D ihihihihihi . I'M OUT GUYS . SEE YA SOON :)
"Well,gue ngerasa foto dibawah ini agak alay . -..- ternyata orang sana ada yang alay jugak . -..-"